something on thinking

i’m trying to make sense of what is happening around me. i’m sitting on my bed with my head in my hands as people go on about their day. you’re making me waste my precious time by making me think. if i could just stop thinking so much, my life would definitely be on track. i won’t feel so behind.

what makes you think? is it the thought of you not thinking enough? is it the thought of you thinking way too much for a normal person? are you sure you’re normal? why do you think you’re normal? do you think i’m normal?

i’m thinking about all that i need to do. the list never ends. i cross one thing off the list and two more things appear at the bottom. how much longer till i cross the last thing off the list? how long is your list? now i’m thinking about who has the longest list.

my face feels funny. did you do something? is it because i thought too much? is there a limit to the number of thoughts i can have in my life? how many thoughts in a day is a normal amount? does your mood depend on the number of thoughts you have in a day? how many thoughts equal to a happy day? i’ll think only that many thoughts, i swear.

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what are you thinking about, right now? what will be your next thought? i reckon it will be related to your previous thought. but what if it isn’t? oh no, i just had an incorrect thought? is there such a thing as correct and incorrect thought? who decides what qualifies as a correct thought? is it the people who preach about god and religion? should we listen to them? is it the policy makers we vote into office? is it our parents? our grandparents? the society? us?

can you feel thoughts? can you think feelings? can thoughts turn into feelings? and the other way round?

you don’t have to think about thoughts to think thoughts. isn’t that scary? and dreams are thoughts when we are sleeping. literally cannot catch a break.

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